Realizations

I'm almost 39 years old and the majority of my nights are spent watching whatever random crap I find on Netflix, surfing the internet and eating junk food. And being lonely.

I can't help but think when I get old I'm gonna look back on this time with great regret. Like I wasted an entire era of my life. 

I'm too broke to go out, even with a steady flow of invitations. I used to never be home. I was out actually living life. Now I'm too poor, too tired and too depressed to even try. 

I want my old life back. No, I need my old life back.

It's time to stop wasting time before there's no more time left.